Recent happenings:
1) I have completed about 50% of my EOY A Maths paper, which to me, is an achievement even though I know it won't be enough
2) I misplaced my Bio 10 year series which is supposed to be my Bible for the paper later. F*ck.
3) I don't know anything about what is going to be tested for Chemistry & Physics. Double f*ck.
4) My MT approached me, telling me I have to pass my MT Paper 2 in order to pass my overall. Triple f*ck.
5) Its 1am. My dad is not home. My mum got a midnight call and was asked to go the hospital. My granny came over at around 12.45am. Apparently, something happened to the daddy. I pray that he's alright.
Lessons learnt:
1) Always be 100% confident before taking a paper you know you are bound to fail.
2) Write your name on ALL your books, ESPECIALLY your 10 year series.
3) Always listen in class no matter how drony the lesson (or the teacher) is.
4) Never screw up your Paper 1 too badly till your teacher approaches you.
5) When you get a midnight call, its ALWAYS bad news.
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"We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved"
Now I finally know what that means.
All the best to me & you for our remaining papers.
It's a perfect denial
1:14 am
