Here I am.

At my 100th post.

Wippee.

Actually, I don't feel like updating.

Cause practically, there's nothing to update.

Life's pretty much the same other than the fact that I'm the second in class for my E & A maths CA marks.

Second in class from the bottom.

-__-

And yep, I failed both of them, which shows how incredibly pathetic I really am.
And EOY is like, next week.

Oh sure. Its only NEXT WEEK!

.___.

*huge heavy sigh*

So that means I got a lot of work to do right??

And that also means I have to stop going online and blog random posts right?

And also stop replying tags in my blog right? (Althought I will return it by tagging at YOUR blogs instead if I have the time)

And also stop my meaningless MSN chats right?

And I have to quit reading novels right?

And and and.........
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Its a VERY LONG list.

.____.

Point is, I will be on a LOOOOOOONG hiatus.
And I'll most probably blog again when my last major paper is over.
So that's that.

My mind is going to be dead set for the exams.
I just can't stand the thought of me being retained or demoted to NA or EN.
Its too ghastly.

And, no, its not the humiliation or the shame that makes it unbearable.
Its more of the fact that I'm gonna spend 5 years in Secondary school instead of 4.
Now THAT is something I can't imagine.
The idea didn't seem so bad a few weeks ago, but now, I just won't allow it to happen

*puts on tough face*
I can do it!!
Aza aza fighting!!
x)))
LOL.

Wish me luck for EOY, and all the best to everyone who's reading this now.
And I mean it, I really need the luck guys.
xD
Peace~

Woohoo!~

My 99th post.

Ahahah.

And I'm still an amateur blogger.

=\



Before I start ranting, just wanna wish my Monster mummy a belated



HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!



She turned 43 yesterday.

And a monster every other day.

GRRRR~

>=[



Anyways, if none of you noticed, I have a new current eye-candy!

And he goes by the name of Alex Evans!


Who is he?, as some of you may be asking.

Well, he's a nobody really.

=X
I mean, from the average persons view, he's nobody.

To me, he's OMFG hell-out gorgeous!!

=O!!

*hyperventilates*



And I've been net-stalking him too!

I actually saw first his picture in a Twilight forum that was discussing about who should play Edward in the movie.

When I saw his face, I thought to myself, Hey,he's quite cute,though he's not an actor =\.

Then one thing lead to another and now, he's my virtual-but-reality Edward!!

In other words, he's what I dreamt Edward would look like.

=D



So lemme introduce my not-so-famous eye-candy!


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##Profile##





Full name: Alexandre Evans

Location: Montreal, Canada

DOB: 30 July 1990 [Yes, I know. That means he's only.....]

Age: 17!

Interests: Photography, Music, Cinema, Modeling. [All this and only 17!]



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So a brief intro on who he is.

Yeah, not much, as some of you might say.

But there's more to that.



First, he's 17!!!

And why do I emphasize that?


Cause he's only 2 years older than I am!!


*screams*


AND, it makes him a better Edward, who is also 17.

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Perfect.


Secondly,he's totally multi-talented, this guy is.

I mean, how often do you find a SEVENTEEN-year-old photographer cum model cum fashion designer.

Yes!!

He makes clothes too!!

AND, he has his own clothing line, ALREADY.

To think he is only 17.

Tuh~

Too perfect.

Actually, he looks way cuter without those piercings.

=\



But,hey, he's still hot.

And just look at those BLUE eyes.

They're so piercing. LOL.



And it doesn't stop there.

Apparently, good looks run in the family.

He's got a sister named Carolanne who's my age, and is just as a good-looker as he is.

Guys who are getting tired of my incredulous boy-ranting can go check her out in his web here.


Here's one of her pictures.



And after you scan through the rest of her pictures, you'll forget that the fact that she's 15.

Cause she's so freaking talented!!

With a face and body like that, anyone can mistake her for a runway model.

*JEALOUS~~*

Now I'm kinda wishing I had long limbs.

):

And if that happens, Ghazali will be shorter than I am.

)))):

Tuh~

Anyways, if you wanna know more about my eye-candy, the links to his DeviantArt & website are at my credits.

But whatever you do, DON'T, I repeat, DON'T anyone dare tell me that you're gonna make him your eye-candy too, cause I found him first and I don't like sharing.

(x

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Tomorrow is my first paper and I haven't done one bit of revision.

And I have seniors telling me there's nothing to be afraid of.

-_-

Heh,guess I'll take their advice and go watch TV now.

xDDD

Nights everyone~~

Back to update.
I have to say that recently,my posts have been rather short and abrupt.

But don't blame me.
I have a time limit on the computer before the mom turns into a monster.
And dad threatens to hide the lappy.
=O

Anyways,today my whole family is out so its just me myself & I at home.

And I had to eat yesterdays leftovers for pre dusk breakfast.
*cries*
But at least its food.
Shan't complain. =X



Today is an aweful day.
I felt terrible.
I've only slept 4 hours the day before and I couldn't focus in class.
>.<

Plus,there was Chem test today, which I am confident in failing.
-_-
I didn't really absorbed anything from that chapter and I gave up on studying totally.


We were given 30 mins for the test, but that was extended to 45 mins.
Being BRAIN-LESS as I am, I did it totally WITHOUT THINKING.

All the MCQ's were guesses and all my equations are random compounds put together.
I was quite pleased when I finish in 15 mins.

Then I read Twilight during the rest of test period.
(^-^)V
[ And when I was done,Aryn was only at her 7th MCQ question. =\ ]

I was so sure I was going to get a zero or something like that, until Aryn told me that she saw the Chem teacher mark my paper.
And she said I got 3 out of 5 questions correct for the first page.
-____-"

I don't wanna see that paper again.
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After school, we had some old folks coming over.
Everyone was so unprepared and disorganised.

In addition to all that, SOME people just are inconsiderate enough to piss me the whole day.
Yeah,I was being crappy and I isolated myself from the band and all.
Heck.
Twilight was my one and only distraction.
LALALALALALALA~~~


Kay, enough of my boring life.
Let's discuss about what I'm planning to do the moment exams are finished to the moment I fly to India.
I want to get a few things done, things that I will never be able to on school days.


Mission #1

Read the Harry Potter series from the first book to the last back to back.
Only then I can have a feeling of satisfaction~~
^^
Besides, it will improve my English. =D

Mission #2

Start reading the Eregon series.
Cause Eregon lovers are pleading me to read it.
Hahah!
Yeah, a lot of reading this holiday.
Apparently, reading is the only thing that can keep distracted for long.
Heh.

Mission #3

Get a new look for this blog~~~~
Honestly, I've run out of themes & inpiration.
I seriously need to revamp this blog when the exams are over.
I'm getting disgusted by the layout.
=S
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So that's it for now.
And for the first time in a LOOOOOOONNNNNNG time, my post is a complete update and not short nor abrupt.
LOL.

Anyways,fyi, this post is my 98th post.
Yeah yeah, I've changed my blog host for a while but hey.
A post is a post, and I'm nearing my 100th.
Heh.

I'll update if I feel the need to.
Tatas for now.

P/S: I never got to thank those people who helped move the instruments back up, due to my unexpected PMS. So a very big thank you to those who helped. (= And thank you to the student councillor who offered to carry my stand when my hands are full. (=
A big disappointment to the band members with free hand who basically left the percussion instruments there.

Pissed~~

Hey people, haven't been updating for a while.

Cause I'm busy busy busy busy.
*sighs*
Exams are around the corner, so don't expect this blog to be regularly updated.
;D

Anyways, just want to show y'all a little something.
A funny guy added me in MSN and he's REALLY REALLY horny.
-___-


Conversation:


KUN says (9:29 PM):
u like masterbation?

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:29 PM):
im a girl

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:29 PM):
i dun masterbate

KUN says (9:29 PM):
but u can finger

KUN says (9:30 PM):
??

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:30 PM):
of course. why not. *wide smile*

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:30 PM):
do i know u

KUN says (9:30 PM):
dont tink so,

KUN says (9:30 PM):
met online

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:31 PM):
when

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:31 PM):
*where

KUN says (9:31 PM):
so what are u wearing?

KUN says (9:31 PM):
now?

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:31 PM):
clothes~~

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:31 PM):
duh -_-

KUN says (9:31 PM):
im jus in my towel

KUN says (9:31 PM):
:-O

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:31 PM):
oh really

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:32 PM):
how fascinating >.>

KUN says (9:32 PM):
so what are u wearing?

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:32 PM):
i dunno

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:32 PM):
clothes

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:32 PM):
kain~~

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:32 PM):
cloth~~

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:32 PM):
whatevr i wanna wear~~

KUN says (9:32 PM):
nice

KUN says (9:33 PM):
what wuld u do with me if i was there now??

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:33 PM):
dunno

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:33 PM):
maybe if u hav a disgusting face i'd smack it

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:33 PM):
hard

KUN says (9:33 PM):
hehe

KUN says (9:34 PM):
well, if i was with u now i would finger ur pussy, slow, then slowly suck it at the same time

KUN says (9:34 PM):
mmmmmmmmm

KUN says (9:34 PM):
u like?

KUN just sent you a nudge.

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:35 PM):
sure. then i'll make sure ur thingies are properly chopped off

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:35 PM):
i think its better that way

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:35 PM):
to me at least

KUN says (9:36 PM):
umm

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:36 PM):
hu are u

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:36 PM):
i mean

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:36 PM):
ur NAME

KUN says (9:36 PM):
kunaal

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:36 PM):
thats a NAME? o.O

KUN says (9:36 PM):
urs?

KUN says (9:36 PM):
how old r u?

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:37 PM):
im 68

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:37 PM):
old enuff to be ur granny i bet

KUN says (9:37 PM):
byee

ღ MURHANiii (= ღ says (9:37 PM):
aww. so soon.

And I blocked him when he went off.
=D


Hahah,freaky guy.
Anyway, I was just trying to scare the guy, so I didn't mean any of that.

I just absolutely hate despos.
Like him.
Haizz.
AND he's malay.
Which is sooooo memalukan masyarakat melayu.

*shakes head*

Anyways,got homework to catch up.
And hopefully I can sleep tonight.
Shall update soon.
Nights~~ (=

Lazy to update~~~
Lazy lazy lazy.

Kk,shall continue with homework now.
Will reply tags later~

(This post was supposed to be published on the date stated above but it only appeared today [12/9] because I had no time to complete it. )
=D



From Weijuan: -



1.Each blogger must post the rules first.

2.Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

3.Blogger that are tagged need to write on thier blog about their eight things and post the rules.At the end of your blog,you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

4.Dont forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged,and to read your blog.





Eight random facts/habits about me;



1) I rarely sleep at night. My "bedtime" is usually 8pm - 2am. =X

2) I haven't grown more than 3 cm from Sec 1 till now. -_-"

3) I tend to forget to zip my bag. Hehe~

4) I've slept in EVERY SINGLE Chem lesson this year ~ -_-

5) I've been using the same mobile number since P6! =D

6) Oboe & horn solos can make me cry. ^-^V

7) I absolutely LOVE cheese & chocolate. ^^

8) I will never ever, ever, ever, ever wear skanky,sleeveless, VERY low tops or bare-back dresses in public. NEVER~

8 others to do the survey:
Honestly, this is so lame. Anyone who's got nothing to do can do this~


Kay,one done,another one to go.
Sabo-ed~~
-_-


The person who tagged you is:
Gha Gha~ Sabo me. -_-


Your relationship with her/ he is:
My evil,lonely,hungry and cold classmate.


Your 5 impressions of him :

-EVIL!!
-EVIL!!!
-EVIL!!!!
-EVIL!!!!!
-Tall. VERY~ =.=

The most memorable thing she/he had done for you:
When he stops bullying me~~ =DD

The most memorable words she had said to you:
o.O

If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
Rather suffer in hell.

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
Err, be shorter. Just nice for my height! ^^

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
Err,dunno?

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
He's too evil~~~~~

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
LISTEN DURING CLASS AND NOT FALL ASLEEP!~~

Your overall impression of him/her:
TALL.

How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
Short~~

The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are:
Answered before~

On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
Answered~

The most ideal person you want to be is:
Answered~

For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Answered~

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
Done before. Shan't waste my time sabo-ing people. Cause I'm nice. =D


YAYS~
Surveys done.

Hope I won't get another quiz too soon.

I haven't really been updating my blog proper.
And I've got lotsa things to blog about.
+_+

Shall update with pictures and all when I'm free.
Now I have lotsa homework to catch up with.

AND AND AND,fasting starts in 2 days time.
Have to mentally and physically prepared.
Cause I don't know whether I can make it, seeing I have been eating A LOT these days.
=X

Hope to lose some weight during the fasting month too!!
=DDD


Nice seeing YOU today. And to think I've erased YOU completely from my memory after a year or so, I was really overestimating myself. YOU've left something for me to remember YOU with, and that's a very deep scar in my heart. Once again, thank YOU.

I'm bored.

So I'm doing survey!!
xD



But before that.....

Happy 15th Birthday Squishee Horny WeiJuan!!

You're finally 15 like the rest of us! HAHAHAH!
Now only left Seri. LOL!

Kk. Back to the survey.
-_-

The person who tagged you is:
Olga!!

Your relationship with her/ he is:
My partner in Band Bitching~


Your 5 impressions of her:
Random.
Fair.
VERY smart.
Good listening ear.
RARELY early. xD


The most memorable thing she/he had done for you:
Wake up early to accompany to a morning concert. =D


The most memorable words she had said to you:
"My birthday wish is for you to make a sound on the saxaphone." I still remember from last year okay! And it came true! (=


If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
O_O!! *prays to god I'm not lesbian*


If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
O_o Change her sex to male.


If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
Pray to god it won't and never will happen.


If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Same answer as above.

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Don't grow too tall!!~~ =S

Your overall impression of him/her:
A random,crazy,fun-to-be-with girl. :)


How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Small? O.o


The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are:
I'm disciplined.


On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
I get irritated easily.(Especially in band) =X


The most ideal person you want to be is:
o.o Me?


For people that care and like you, say something to them:
You are deeply appreciated by me and never will be forgotten. Loves~


Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1) Adawiyah
2) Eleanor
3) Ghazali
4) Azhar
5) Naif
6) Weijuan
7) Syafik
8) Seri
9) Nafifi
10) Ahmad



-Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
Weijuan? Ask her~ ^^

-Is No. 9 a female or male?
Nafisa = Female. -_-

-If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Syafik & Ahmad? O.o *no comment*

-How about No. 8 and 5?
Seri & Naif?? WooOOOOoooooOOOOOo~~~ ^^

-What is No.2 studying about?
Eleanor? Busy doing film~ Lol.

-When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Err. Ghazali? Last met on Wednesday. Last chat dunno when. =X

-What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
Seri? ALL sorts. Hah. From symphonic band music, to metal bands, to Japanese bands, to Thai bands.

-Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Ada? 1 elder brother.

-Will you woo No. 3?
Ghazali? WTF. No need to woo. I attract easily. *HAHAHAHA*

-How about No. 7?
Syafik? That's so wrong can. o.o

-Is No. 4 single?
Azhar? Ask him~ *Horny look* xD

-What's the surname of No. 5?
Naif? Err,Knife? Hahah.

-What's the name of No. 10?
Ahmad? Duh.

-What's the hobby of No. 4?
Azhar? Soccer? Listening to music? I dunno~ =\

-Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
Naif & Nafifi. They don't even know each other. LOL.

-Talk something casually about No. 1?
Adawiyah? Hah. A metalhead & a rock chick~ ^^

-Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
Seri? I love her as senior but I'm straight lor!

-Where does No. 9 live at?
Nafifi? Third rock from the sun. -_-

-What colour does No. 4 likes?
Azhar? Dunno? =

-Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
Naif & Ada? They don't know each other. LOL.

-Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
Syafik & Eleanor? WooHoo!~ *Shane: Jealous* xD

-How do you get to know No. 2?
Eleanor? Classmates? Twilight & Edward bonded us!! =D

-Does No. 1 have any pets?
Adawiyah?? Hahah,no.

-Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Syafik?!?!? Zomg. Rotflmao.

Hello people!!~

I'm HAPPY~~ (=

So many things happened these past few days that if I were to explain everything in detail, you could have cleaned your room while reading.
-_-
That is if your room is as messy as mine. =D

Anyway,I'll start from the beginning,which is on Friday.
The concert was OKAY, I guess.
Wasn't the best but definitely better than last year.
After school,caught up with Shaz and went back to BLGPS!
Very semangat as some of you might say.
But I really missed that school,especially my classmates.
Actually I expected that only abt 5-10 would come back but around 15 turn up,so that's an accomplishment,considering we are in Sec 3 now.
As usual,only those semangat ones turn up aka the ones who hasn't changed much since Pri 6.
The rest were uhh..... .__.

And with the 15+ plus of us,we ate out at Mac FIRST TIME AS A CLASS.
OMG lah, I missed all of them can?
I really hope there will be a 6/1 '04 outing soon.
Haizzz
After that,me Shaz and Halimatul ate at Scoopz and sat there for hours.
Bitching. ((=

Then on Sat, I went to NIE. The usual lot came,of course.
Sight-read 3 songs. Which,to me, were very hard cause we were going too fast.
-__-"
Ate at Banquet after band and met Naf outside JP.

And and and and, Hayati stepped on a pool of mud and it looked like s***.
Ahahah.
KK,won't laugh.

Then,Hayati,Nafisa,Ahmad,Asriq,Sufian & me hanged out at arts park and played truth or dare.
Then it got serious towards the end.
Lol,won't describe the details other than we each had to sort of spill secrets.
But it was fun overall. (=
And I'll reply tags here since so many of you had been tagging.



Fazila: heyy there.i miss playing in the band already.hahadxs.do link me aites and tag me back too aites!!
ME: Yeah,we miss you too! Come back to band kk? And you're tagged! =D
eid: through the good and bad we will triumph and fail together..you have us to support you and be with you and understand you..we cherish each other as weknow welove each other..TAKE CARE
ME: Hahah,thanks. I'm reall glad I've met a friend like you. Loves..
eid: congrats in getting ur score!
ME: TYTY! I know I'm awesome. ^.^
eid: huuhh?? haha...lol..nice to meet you!! im glad to see u and nafifi today!! wow!! we're missing one lehz...haiz...
ME: LOL. Yeah. I miss Fadil. T.T
Olga: eid: tyty for loving me :D hahahaha
ME: Diao. xD
eid: i love all of u! haha
ME : Same here!
naf: yes eid, sometimes it's good to express out wat you feel. even by crying..if there's a need. but whatever it is, i still love you. =)
ME: Yeah,thanks. Love ya too! =)
eid: i think one of the qoutes seems familiar haha...so please be true to yourself anf be strong for the rest of ur life!!! bbye...
eid: hey there!! many people wud say dun cry..but i will say..if u eally feel very sad..cry or SHOUT!!..emo is sometimes gud larh yeah?/ haha jkjk..btw JYJY for ur studies
ME: Yeap, I still remember what you said the other night. I won't be emo for long lah. And good luck for your EOY too!!
Olga: and lol, don't miss me ah during the holidays ^^
Olga: hey~ don't be so emo. it's true that we should appreciate things before it's gone. therefore,
YOU HAVE TO APPRECIATE ME :D hehehehhee
ME: I appreciate you A LOT my dearie~ Even if you poke me this second,I'll appreciate it. (=
And don't worry. I won't miss you cause I'll just go on appreciating you. HAHAH!
naf: it makes you realise how small you're in this world. do take care alright. lots of love.. =D
naf: halo girlfriend.. yes, in life nothing lasts forever, thus you have to cherish every moment
and even the littlest things. i guess, by having this thought in mind, it'll make you a stronger person.
ME: Wow,that means a lot to me. It really does. Thanks. Loves... (=

Kay,tags replied. And I really have to thank Ahmad for tagging my blog frequently.
Its nice to have a fan.
Nevertheless,all your tags ware just as meaningful.
=D

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I HAVE MACHU PICHU SONG & SCORE NOW!!!
OLGA SAFARINA, PLEASE BE VERY VERY VERY JEALOUS OF ME CAUSE YOU HAVE NEITHER!!!
*EVIL LAUGH*


Some times I can be very evil but that's just me. *innocent face*